Randomness
Wednesday 30 January 2013
Monday 21 January 2013
A GREAT ORDINARY DAY
Allow me to start blogging with a tint of honesty here.
Past few months have not been very kind to me. Failing at
everything, and failing miserably. I would not have scribbled all this till
yesterday. But today is different. Today is reassuring. Not that anything got any
better. I just somehow rediscovered myself, my lost confidence. I feel stronger
now, geared up to strike back. A day in retrospect worked wonders.
I am happy. Yes, I am very happy.
It was just an ordinary day. I did nothing great. But I still
feel blissful. Ecstatic J
I spent the day all by myself. It might sound weird to all you ‘social’ people
out there. Oh, I used ‘social’ because I am a loner. I like being alone. I like
spending time with myself, with the books I like, with the music I love and for
some reason – without a cell phone. That is precisely how I am at peace. And I might as well mention that I do not have a Facebook account (if it
matters). Strangely, I do not find it strange at all.
Not that I cannot be social. Not that I cannot make friends
or hang out with them. In fact, I make best of buddies in say a few minutes or
hours or so. I would not deny that this too made me happy. But I am not up for
it anymore. This whole time with myself, is like a blessing. I do not exactly
know what makes it so special. Probably the fact that it gives me a sense of
freedom, a sense of ZERO dependence, everyday. I am not answerable to anyone. I am not
judged for anything. I do not have to put up that ‘just-for-the-sake’ smile. I
do not have to say things to please others. I can be candid all the time; truly
myself. Isn't it a great relief, more like a breath of fresh air?!! For how
often does life puts you in a situation where you can be YOU? Rarely!
Current mood – U guessed it :D
Current music – Swedish House Mafia #Don’t you worry child
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