Wednesday 30 January 2013

                 
            Thursday Challenge 
                        WATER (Drops, Glass of Water, Ocean, Lake, Pond, Pool,...)
31-01-13

Sunset in Kashmir. Serene waters of Dal-lake and the beautiful golden rays.

Monday 21 January 2013

A GREAT ORDINARY DAY



Allow me to start blogging with a tint of honesty here.

Past few months have not been very kind to me. Failing at everything, and failing miserably. I would not have scribbled all this till yesterday. But today is different. Today is reassuring. Not that anything got any better. I just somehow rediscovered myself, my lost confidence. I feel stronger now, geared up to strike back. A day in retrospect worked wonders.

I am happy. Yes, I am very happy.

It was just an ordinary day. I did nothing great. But I still feel blissful. Ecstatic J I spent the day all by myself. It might sound weird to all you ‘social’ people out there. Oh, I used ‘social’ because I am a loner. I like being alone. I like spending time with myself, with the books I like, with the music I love and for some reason – without a cell phone. That is precisely how I am at peace. And I might as well mention that I do not have a Facebook account (if it matters). Strangely, I do not find it strange at all.  

Not that I cannot be social. Not that I cannot make friends or hang out with them. In fact, I make best of buddies in say a few minutes or hours or so. I would not deny that this too made me happy. But I am not up for it anymore. This whole time with myself, is like a blessing. I do not exactly know what makes it so special. Probably the fact that it gives me a sense of freedom, a sense of ZERO dependence, everyday. I am not answerable to anyone. I am not judged for anything. I do not have to put up that ‘just-for-the-sake’ smile. I do not have to say things to please others. I can be candid all the time; truly myself. Isn't it a great relief, more like a breath of fresh air?!! For how often does life puts you in a situation where you can be YOU? Rarely!

Current mood – U guessed it :D
Current music – Swedish House Mafia #Don’t you worry child